Serendipity

Pang..

2011-05-31T09:53:00.000+08:00

Intuition.. How far do you believe at it or how true is it. I believe in my intuitions, it usually is correct. But it's either we choose to ignore it or just go with it. And now there is this pang in my heart that won't go away. I feel like wanting to cry but I am too stubborn to do it. Maybe I need a heart wrenching movie to make me cry. Once I cry my tears will just flow like river. I have mixed emotions right now. What can I do? Where do I turn to? Who can I confide in? Who can I trust? What should I do?

I always bottled up my feelings. I am not confident enough, sometimes I feel that my problems aren't big and just some trivial matters that aren't important to let out. I feel that it will only be a burden to others. Other people have their own matters and problem to think about. But I don't mind if my friends confide in me. What I need right now is a hug and someone to tell that everything is going to be alright. *hugs

hectic month..

2011-05-25T12:10:00.000+08:00

Can't believe that we are already reaching the half year soon.And without noticing it'll soon be the end of year. How time flies fast nowadays. Sometimes I feel that I just can't wait to reach that certain period of time or just looking forward for something soon. Like the holiday season and ofcourse the school holiday which is in just a week time. Or to be exact 12days. YAY!!! excited much??!! Hell Yeah. :D

But then there is also a part of me where I want time to just standstill and let me enjoy the where I spent with my families and my friends. Its a loss when we get too busy where we only see each other on a hi or hello. People always say age is just a number but the thing is the year past by just like that. This month is a hectic month, we need to close up the first semester. Which means calculating classworks, homeworks, projects and test. I hate numbers, maths is not my thing, calculating gives me headache. hehehehe.. And my school is going to organize a Children's Day. I am in charge of the programme, again.

Really can't wait for my vacation, will be going to Taiwan this year with my friends. My close friends from gym. I have a few sets of friends, there are my friends from gym, my friends from school, my best friends, My best friend's friend which equals to my close friends. And I have to carefully divide my time for them. My best friend/close friends are going to Bandung this holiday. I can't join them cause I already promised my gym friends I'll going with them.

I'm rambling nonsense now, I even bore myself. hahaha.. time for me to go. I have a hair appointment at 2pm and need to finish up some work before knock out time. See you soon. Hectic month will be saying bye bye to you soon. :D

With Love..

2011-04-11T10:27:00.005+08:00

I love piano... I love the music produced by pianos.. I learned the basic of playing piano for 2years. Then I quit.. Not that I don't love it anymore, just that I can't spare anytime for it. I stop learning last year. Which is also the time where I didn't blog anything. I am now listening to the song from a Japanese drama called With Love, it's actually an instrumental Once in Blue Moon. Soothing I can tell you. I used to hear this song to sleep. And that was about 15yrs ago. Now everytime I listen to it, it always brings that nostalgic feelings. When I was in high school,I would stay up late talking on the phone with my bestfriend. We chat about everything, new songs, which is our favourite boyband member (Backstreet Boys era). The sad thing is I haven't seen my bestfriends for months. And my guy bestfriend, we are only contacting through facebook. I haven't talk to him personally. Its funny when you think about it. After coming home from school, one of us will call the other. Hangs up then at night we will be on the phone again. I think we were overly close and now we just ran out of things to say. I know that we just don't have the interest like what we have before. And before us realising it we drifted apart bit by bit.. And my girl bestfriend is married have two kids and another one on the way. I miss her so so so much. She will always have my heart as her bestfriend. Love her so much.. With Love..

Wooosssshhhh...

2011-04-06T14:47:00.002+08:00

Its raining again today.And its 2.50pm now. The wind is blowing really strong, I even got push by the wind and I weigh like how much..the wind is sure strong for this 2 days. woooossssshhhhh... ^__^

I suddenly felt sad this morning, betrayed maybe. And I was thinking if it was karma coming to slap me in the face. Have I ever done it to someone else? Nothing in life is free. You do something bad if don't repent it it'll come back and haunt you. If you do good stuff there will be lots of obstacles in order for us to screw it up. I feel a bit disappointed and if I ever did any wrongs to my friends before this I hope I will have a chance to make it up to them in some ways. From the bottom of my heart I apologize.

I miss going to the gym. I am hoping that I'll be coming to gym again next week. Need to discipline my exercise and eating habit soon. Oh it stop raining. :D

Ok I better get myself finishing the worksheet for tomorrow's lesson.

Tiring day

2011-04-05T21:16:00.004+08:00

The morning started out with rain. I was wishing hard for a miracle to happen. hehehe.. that is to just stay in bed for another 2hrs at least. Cluster observation part one was today. I wasn't one of them that they observed. Maybe I'll be next in the 2nd part which will be in June maybe. Anyway.... Had a very unprogressive day afterwards.

Its now 9pm in the evening. And want to retire really early. Before that I would like to wish Happy Friendship DAy to my beloved honey bunny bestfriend Mar & Nan. I love you both lots. Hope that our friendship will forever stay strong and we will have many more to ocme. Hugs and Kisses!!

I am back...

2011-03-21T08:26:00.001+08:00

AHhhhhhhhh It's goood to be back!!!! I miss you blog. How has it been? 2yrs? A lot has happen in this two years. Been busy too. Hope I am back for good.

Libra for 2010

2009-12-31T23:26:00.002+08:00

Libra Outlook for 2010

Libra
9/23 – 10/22
Year 2010 Career
The last year has probably presented more frustrations than triumphs in the work and money departments for you. Thankfully, it all turns around this year! There will be two eclipses -- one in January and one in July -- that will shake loose the situations you've been dealing with for a while now. In January, an eclipse in your Career House will make for distinct changes at your place of work. At first this change may be a cause for some concern: an increase in responsibilities, for example. Don't worry, you can handle it. You'll have the opportunity to show off your skills in new ways that are more likely to garner attention.
The second eclipse will finish the course set by the first one, and will likely propel you into a new job or a new position of prominence in the old one. Although these developments may come as a surprise to you, in hindsight they will have been a result of events that have been brewing for a while. If you think about where your work life has been the last couple of years, it's obvious that some kind of change was called for, even if it isn't immediately obvious.
As far as actual cash on hand, although it isn't likely there will be any windfalls or lottery wins, there will be a distinct sense of improvement developing gradually over time. June through August will show some distinct improvements.

Outlook for 2010

Libra
9/23 – 10/22
Year 2010 Romantic
First of all, when it comes to anything scary you might have heard about Saturn being in your sign this year -- don't believe the hype! Yes, there will be a new sense of seriousness about things, but nothing you can't handle. And one of the nice things about this new seriousness is that it may well bring some serious romance into your life!
If you are currently in a committed relationship, June through August will find you involved in a new depth of communication with your partner. Knowing what you both want and finding ways to get there together will be of new importance to both of you. If you find yourself looking for love, much of the year will bring newfound attention. Mars in your House of Love Received will bring surprising attention from both new players and those who may have not expressed an interest before. If you are seeking a mate, this is good news. If you already have one, this could be good news or it could just be awkward.
Neptune will continue to cast a fuzzy shadow over your romantic judgment for much of the year. Being as it is in your Romance Sector, it has undoubtedly made for some interesting circumstances in your love life the last couple of years, and possibly some less-than-wise choices for yourself. But hey, what's a little romance without a little delusion? Although those conditions will continue to be in place through the year, both experience and supporting transits will help you to avoid the worst of the haziness, and you'll still be able to enjoy that Neptune buzz!

Random out of this world piccies

2009-03-18T22:18:00.002+08:00

Sexy indeed

Kill me..

2009-02-14T18:33:00.004+08:00

This is Tae Goon's Call Me MV and Jaejongie is in it.
Kill me.. Hehehe..

2009-02-13T13:23:00.004+08:00

A song that I am really hooked on now. I forgot to share this earlier.

HEY SEXY....

How sexy... *sighs*

Mash Game: Predict Your Future at eSPIN-the-Bottle

2009-02-07T22:54:00.001+08:00



		I will marry Jung Hoon.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in Italy in our fabulous House.
		We will have 2 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a Blue Porsche.
		I will spend my days as a Photographer, and live happily ever after.

Mai?Kai?Buy?

2008-12-15T23:53:00.002+08:00

WOHOOOOO
Shopping spree time. I'll be going to Singapore tomorrow. On the 8am flight. That is so early man.. Oh another trip? I know I am going bonkers.HAHAHAHAHA
Ok So I won't be here till next week. Ok..Don't miss me much. Cause I won't.HAHAHA kidding kidding.

So just give me a message if you miss me.

Oh, when I get back.I will for sure update something. Maybe some old news thing. Hey better than nothing. Right see you around.

BRUNEIAN DRIVERS!!!

2008-12-02T21:40:00.004+08:00

OMG there are still uncivilised person out there. What year are we in??

Here is what happen, my Level 3 Japanese class started today. As I was on my way, I was already late and I wanted to be there on time. And so I wanted to overtake this car in front of me, I right signaled to overtake it and this car behind me wanted to overtake too. But I was going fast and didn't disturb anyone but then out of nowhere there was a car which I think is the one previously behind me, following me really really close I couldn't just take the left lane immediately cause I was going really fast. When I did take the left lane he was looking at me, HELLO????? I did take the left lane. And you what he did next he went right in front of me on the left lane and goes on an extremely slow pace. URGGHHHHH what does he intend to do??? I was really catching my time, I wasn't there to race. So I overtook him again and went insanely fast. And GUESS what he was catching on to me until I went to UBD's road.

What kind of person is that?? This is the problem with drivers nowadays. Where are the insanity where is the brain of these kind of people?? Please oh please wake up. Come on if you are just teasing people then please don't drive. That driver was just behind me.. I was never infront right from the start. I was going fast and not slow.

I know going fast in wrong. But doing like what the guy did is extremely not smart and ofcourse not the way it should be done. I am just so pissed off. If that guy was just playing and teasing like that then i pray for his safetyness. Really uncivilised, rude, unmannered people still live in this world what a shock.

Remember we are not just the one livng in this world, grow up, think rationally. If you don't how can you manage to go further. To ALL PEOPLE PLEASE be CONSIDERATE next time.

What a day to remember. I am still shaking. Arrghhh really unsatisfied with this and I also forgot the license plate number. Ah what to do, but I know I was never wrong.I think I more calmer now. Need to sleep have to go work tomorrow. Have to do the schedule

VENTING ANGER

2008-11-24T19:42:00.004+08:00

TO THE RUDE, HIGHLY UNMANNERED NO SENSE OF

RESPECT MAN

MAY YOU BE CURSED WITH ALL THE BAD LUCK IN THIS

WORLD !!!!!!!!!

I PRAY FOR YOUR UNHAPPINESSS AND BE BURDEN OF

UNLUCKINESS ALL YOUR LIFE !!!!!!

The apple of my eyes

2008-11-10T21:31:00.000+08:00

The object of my affection

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I want NOBODY but YOU!!

2008-11-07T10:25:00.001+08:00

This song is really addicting and catchy.Enjoy peeps

2008-10-25T11:11:00.004+08:00

Our school Hari Raya celebration will be on the 28th of this month.

A lot has happened..And I know I haven't been updating frequently.

Mar brought us to her friend's house last Friday night. Only Lina and me joined her,Nanie wasn't feeling well so she had cancelled out last minute. We took tonnes of pictures there but lots of it are not using our own camera.What a pity. We are still waiting for the guys there to give it to us hopefully soon.

My dad will coming back tomorrow from Jakarta.

On Monday officers and teachers from Singapore will be coming to our school for a visit. I am soo nervous bout it. hehehe.. Oh well just wish me luck.

United nation!!

2008-09-28T21:51:00.006+08:00

Last night was a blast..hehe..

Had loads and loads of fun..

We did the bbq-ing early that afternoon and we had a minor pre-fire experience.Sabry's kitchen was full of smoke.Ok at least nothing was caught on fire and the bbq chickens were all safe.. 0_0
We played the 'bunga api' and some 'badil'..

Some proof of that night gathering

YAY!! The bunga api...I think these were lighted up by Nanie and Zian

The culprit in action wahaha..You should see him run after he lighted them up..

The culprit after he lighted the badil...hehe

Our fairy godmother..*hugs* hehe

Fairy godmother and Cinderella(?)

Nanie, Zura and Zian being all cute.

Sabry, Mar, Lina and Me...
I just realized we didn't took group photos of all us.

There will be a part two..So stay tuned..

Crucial Moment

2008-09-14T15:03:00.003+08:00

I am very tired this past few days.

Last Friday morning after was almost perfect and I was happy I started my morning by opening the 2 days due friendship gifts. And my parents wanted to go out that morning. And so a bad news came my grandmother was ill. I was really shocked, I prayed hard for nothing bad will happen. And so we went to my uncle's house thats where my grandmother is staying.

I couldn't describe the feelings i felt when I saw her on the bed. Supressing my tears from falling down, my dad was already beside her. My aunts started to cry and I cried silently. And everything was coming to me like a flash.The memories I had with her when I was small. Oh god, I was so scared.

My dad insisted on bringing her to the hospital.. and in the end she was brought to the hospital using an ambulance. It was a good thing to bring her there.
She can't speak she just keep wailing her arms. We don't know what she wants. It was painful to see her like that.

And she looks a bit better but she still can't speak, we don't know the reason. Maybe it was because her throat was dry for a long time. The doctor also don't know why.

It's tiring to go to and fro the hospital. But it's for her best. At least the doctors know what they are doing.

I hope you get well soon grandma.

Crazy over you

2008-09-07T16:59:00.005+08:00

I am feeling agood today..

Today is the 6th day of Ramadhan, I am on my 6th day of fasting.I hope I could fulfill 29days of it.

There is only about 7days more to go before school ends and reopens on the 6th of October.

2008-08-30T11:48:00.005+08:00

Today is the last day of school before the fasting month. Well the last day of school in normal days I mean. And the fasting will starts on Monday. Have been really busy the past few weeks. I am so sorry to all those who read my blog and came here without seeing any new updates.

I have a free time now. So here I am typing..

I had a 2 days workshop on Diagnostic Assessment at ITB and it ended on the 28th. I missed the Hadrah competition held in our school because I had to attend that workshop. Oh right..our hadrah team came in the 7th place too bad but then don't worry boys work harder for next year's competition. What else has happen..Oh the closing ceremony of the 1st Pesta Sukan was great. Although at the end during our Senaman performance it had rained heavily.

I am so tired, I think that all my energy was used up. I can't wait to get a proper rest. hehehe..

I think people will get the impression that I don't have the mood by reading this. And so you guessed right. Don't worry I'll recover soon.

I have been reading a manga and this has just popped into my head. Its funny how you used to be closed friends, best friends, inseperable friends with a friend and talk about almost everything with them but then within a matter of time you aren't that close anymore. Being with them is like being a stranger whom you first met. Awkward, don't know what to talk about. You cannot even voiced out your thoughts. What happened? Is it because you used to talk about everything and know there is nothing left to say? Getting bored to hear the voice? Different opinions on stuff?(that might be true..) But isn't bestfriends forever? I used to believe that. Used to.. Know its not that simple anymore..There are lots and lots of things to be considered in order to be a bestfriend..Oh don't get me wrong I still love all my friends..My close friends, bestfriends..Now and forever..

Its just that there is this part of me who won't accept someone so casually..I cannot opened up freely now..Its not that I don't want to, it just happen naturally without me even noticing it. Amazingly sad isn't it. But I'm trying to improve..Let's just get my trust back and I'll be back on track. hehehe..

Me and friends doing nothing at Mar's house..

This was taken more than 3yrs ago.
Hari Raya at Ain's house..

Ok this is my bird..hehehe
Nah..This is just some bird that landed outside my window sill.
And it was making noises.

Don't break my heart!!

2008-08-13T16:42:00.008+08:00

Build Me Up Buttercup

Why do you build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup baby just to
let me down (Let me down)
And mess me around
And then worst of all (Worst of all)
You never call baby
When you say you will (Say you will)
But I love you still
I need you (I need you)
More than anyone darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart

I'll be over at ten
You tell me time and again
But you're late
I wait around and then
I went to the door
I can't take any more
It's not you
You let me down again
Baby Baby
Try to find a little time
And I'll make you happy
I'll be home
I'll be waiting beside the phone
Waiting for you.

Why do you build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup baby just to
let me down (Let me down)
And mess me around
And then worst of all (Worst of all)
You never call baby
When you say you will (Say you will)
But I love you still
I need you (I need you)
More than anyone darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup, don't break my heart

To you I'm a toy
But I could be the boy
You adore
If you'd just let me know
Although you're untrue
I'm attracted to you
All the more
Why do I need you so
Baby Baby
Try to find a little time
And I'll make you happy
I'll be home
I'll be waiting beside the phone
Waiting for you
ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh.

Why do you build me up (Build me up)
Buttercup baby just to
let me down (Let me down)
And mess me around
And then worst of all (Worst of all)
You never call baby
When you say you will (Say you will)
But I love you still
I need you (I need you)
More than anyone darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (Build me up)
I need you (I need you)
More than anyone darlin'
You know that I have from the start
So build me up (Build me up)

I need you (I need you)
More than anyone baby ..

By The Valentines

By The Foundations

Surprise!!! A birthday party??

2008-08-11T23:55:00.004+08:00

I was browsing through ranoadidas blog..then somehow I click on the Brunei weddings..
Ok I think its because of the wedding fever and so I was interested to see more piccies.

Then just as I started to browse I saw this groom looks like a friend of mine, but I shrugged it off.As I continue browsing I saw a title which concludes my earlier surprise.

Congratulations

2008-08-10T23:04:00.003+08:00

Today was really tiring..

Had to wake sooo early for the Sukan Muhibbah Guru-guru (Teacher's Sports Day) at Padang Kebajikan. I followed Rosimah there.Which I regretted cause the sports was taking a long time to end and Ain's wedding starts at 10.30. So I had to call my parents to fetch me up. Arrived home nearing 11. Had a quick shower and quick everything. And asked my parents once again to send me there. Luckily I was in time and went up to her room.

Oh yes I won 1st place for the Javelin and 3rd for the 'lempar cekera'(?). But I didn't take the trophy cause I already left, my friend took it on my behalf.

The cute and beautiful bride Hjh Norain

Ain and Me

Ann, Ain, Me and Mim

The King and Queen for the day

Saiful and Ain..

Looking gorgeous bride and groom.

I wish you all the happiness in the world.Congratulations!!

Fettucine Diavola

2008-08-09T23:35:00.004+08:00

We had dinner at Capers. Nanie's treat. I ate alot of pasta. All delicious, my mouth is watering while I am typing this. I like the Fettucine Diavola.. But I didn't took any photos of it. It looks delicious and thus I just ate it directly and forgot to take picture of it..

We sat there for 2hours and just keep ordering.Well that was me that kept ordering WAHAHA...

After we finished we had some photo session.

THE TREATER..
Thank you darl.Mwacckkss..

Me, Mar and Nanie

A New House

2008-08-08T22:44:00.005+08:00

Congrats to Ain and Saiful..

Today Ain has tied the knot with Saiful..Congratulations!! ~~finally hehehe~~

Went to fetch Mim at Lambak and arrived at Ain's around 3.30pm.A bit late but not that late. The groom's side was already there.Then we went up to her room.

This is the 1st pic I took in her room.

Pre nikah picture.hehehe..

Mim, me , Ain and Ann

We didn't manage to go down so this snap in between the stairs.

Luckily she was sitting where it is visible.

The signning session.Took this from outside.Just zoomed in.

It was crowded at that time.

Congrats Ain&Saiful.

2008-08-07T13:20:00.007+08:00

I am at work now..Waiting for our meeting to start at 2pm and now it is still 1.32pm

I haven't updating..I know I know.. Too lazy to write.. So now I'm updating some bits and pieces..

Monday4th July- Usual day..After work me, Sal and Zai went out.I opened a new bank account..hehehe.. I just feel like it.
Oh when I arrived home I was asked to get my parcel..YAY!! My stuff has arrived. But I didn't collect it on Monday cause we were held at the bank..It took 1hr++ there. It was like from 2pm till 3.30pm. And so the post office closed at 3.30pm, too bad.

Tuesday 5th July - It was my brother's birthday Happy Birthday BRO!! I send my sister to work then went to the post office to collect my stuff..It was the photobook..(Where is the single??!!) I was happy that it has finally arrived. Then after that I went to Alia to give her the posters which was delayed hmmm like 1mth.hahaha.. Ok well atleast now I have given it to her.
We talked about the 'project'.I can't wait!!!! From Alia's office I went around Gadong to check out some Friendship Day possible present..Which with no luck I can't find anything suitable.. And it is like a few more weeks to go. Then went back to fetch up my sister from work, went home cause I need to go to gym..Oh and I ordered the T concert!!

Wednesday 6th July - After work went out with Sal again...I need to go to the bank agian..And yay!!! the single has arrived..I was about to go to the post office and asked what happen to it.
I went there and collect it..I had to pay the tax for it cause it's CD and I'm happy...Which I haven't open it yet. Arrived home went to sleep, I was tired and sleepy..Then Nanie msg me to bring her to Mall.I replied it with my eyes shut ok ok one eye shut..I told her I'll accompany her after gym..Went gym and do the Step and Body Jam class. Halfway of body Jam I had to go out.
And arrghhh my facial wash is gone!!I done know where it is..It was still full and practically new.And now I lost it.Been finding it everywhere but I couldn't find it. Ahh whatever la..
Where was I..Oh right, fetch Nanie at her house went back to Mall and went we arrived there the Broadband thing is already finish. I'm sorry Nan.. Went around Mall and had a late dinner, I was craving for sushi..So we went to excapade. Didn't finish my food so had to bring it back.

Sharing some piccies.

Hmmm...I wonder who these three might be??

Nyonya Restaurant, 3rd October 2008 (my birthday)

Major spilling at Lynn's house during Hari Raya last year.I'm sorry Lin..

Hanging out at Taurean The Arch.
Me, Mac, Mar, Luch..Nanie?? MIA
Last minute birthday cake..

Killing spree..Wuhuuu
Airport Restaurant..
Oh FYI nobody was hurt in this killing session.

See Ya!!!

Indulgence..

2008-08-03T23:41:00.003+08:00

Complicated tasks will be given to you today, and you might be a bit intimidated, at first. When you are faced with too many details, you tend to shut down, but that's not a sign of weakness. Feel free to take your time, sort through things, and figure out your plan before you get started. Most importantly, do not let anyone rush you! Rushing creates mistakes, and you don't want to be making any of those right now. After putting your plan together, you'll be able to get through things quickly.

Ahhhhhh..Indulging oneself..I just spend A LOT today..Where was the I am-going-to-save-money-for-Seoul-so-no-spending-whatsoever-nonsense-things pact??!!Ahh never mind..

I love this song when I was young..

In Love with you by Jacky Cheung and Regine Velasquez

I love this song soooo much.Ah it vrings back old memories.
Enjoy!!

Why oh Why??

2008-07-15T23:45:00.005+08:00

Flag waving (ngibar bendera) wasn't that bad..
My fren Hjh Sal fetched me up from home around 7.25am well it only took a few minutes from my house to school. We use bus to go to Bandar then arrived there around 8.We had to walk to the specific place that our school was assigned to be at. And so our journey began, and to wait for his Majesty to pass by before we can wave the Burnei's Flag. We only stayed there around 2hours.What did we do in the 2hours??Talking,thats it. I didn't realize the time.

But waiting for the bus was a torture, we were tired and the bus stubbornly didn't want to fetch us where the others are being fetch.ANNNOYING!! The bus driver was a reckless driver, he was bringing children for godsake and ofcourse us teacher.The ride home was a pleasant one I tell you.

Arrived at school around 10.15am.But me and Hjh Sal had to wait for all the students to be picked up by their parents.We had to wait until 11.30am. We beat tired and sleepy. I don't even want to start on cpmplaining parents, it is as if they doesn't care bout their children.Why oh Why???

Oh right Happy Birthday Your Majesty. Ok it is not like he would read this but yea just wanna wish him that.

There was some mixed up in my credit card.I thought it was because I ordered online.Gonna check it at the bank tomorrow.And I ended up disturbing my two friend bout it.Sorry Alia, Sorry Steph, sorry for my silly silly problem.Muaahzz..

I saw the latest DBSK mv Doushitte kimi wa suki ni natte shimattandarou
Sooo heartbreaking I hate that guy, what a jerk.

You wanna see it?

Frustrating right.Well it does happen in real life.
Happy or not yea it does happen to some people.
But who to blame.

I always watched Jang Ri In's I will ad Timeless mv.
A very tear jerking mv.I cried my heart out.Yea Yea I cried, emotional state hits my brain.
I'll post that in the next update.
See ya.

Wave like you never wave before

2008-07-15T00:25:00.004+08:00

ARRGHHHHHHHH.......I just made a stupid and carelss mistake in my Japanese exam..
How can it be..I know that thing so well and yet I made a mistake.I only came to realize it on my way home. And I couldn't help but to disturb Stephanie about it..hehehe
I just don't want to know how I did on it.I know I couldn't score the highest marks. And this is what I have been telling my students not to make carelss mistakes always check your answer when you have finish and bla bla bla...

I have to wake very early tomorrow.Our school are one of the 'lucky' schools that were choosen for flag waving in Bandar.It is for His Majesty birthday.So we have to be by side of the road waving our flag.. How 'fun'..The last time I followed this type of thing was in high school.hmmmm..which is like how many centuries ago?? Oh whatever. Wave to the left wave to the right, wave your flag everybody*giggles

Ok like I've said tomorrow is His Majesty birthday, his 62nd birthday.Still looking good there.Not to worry.

Body jam launching is today, which I cannot join due to my Japanese exam.So I also cannot join the challenge, I heard from Boon it was finding coin underneath flour.It was really messy.Sounds like fun, but I know I wouldn't do well..I have a history with the game.I just couldn't blow and keep on laughing.

There is nothing much to share today..
Well I'll just put up some piccies.

1st Gathering 15/6/2008
Me & Boon during Mega Launch

Ruby, Jenny Ha and Rose
At my cousin's wedding

Jaya, Ruby, Boon, Jenny Ha and Bob

Swing Swing..

2008-07-08T22:16:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIANA

May you be bless with happiness and with lots of good things.I love you..

A last minute plan, me, mar and nanie went to the Berakas Recreational Park. We played on the swings and seasaw..Oh Oh and there were monkeys too..Hahaha
It was really fun and memorable..

Me and Mar at the swings.

for children under the age of 12..WAHAHA

Uh Huh 'lovely' pose girlz..Really 'lovely'

We had the Fitness Zone challenge today. We were in the Red team. Rose, Ruby, Jenny Ha, Boon and Me are all in one group. It was fun, todays challenge was shooting the hoops. (basketball)

I really had a hard time to shoot the ball inside the hoops, but I manage to get some in.hehehe..

I also won something for the raffles draw(lucky draw).YAY!!!

My 3days trip to Singapore was fun..hehe..Well when was I never having fun while I am there.

I didn't take many photos with my own camera, I was busy shopping.Wahaha.And that reminds me to take the photos from Mim..

Here are the ones I took by myself.

I was sitting below food republic

while drinking my starbucks. Just watching the night view and the people ofcourse.

This was so cool, I took some photos inside those keyholes and there were jewelries and shoes inside.

On my way back to the Hotel..I went back around 12am.

I had lots of fun walking and wandering around.

Ready for Take off..

2008-06-26T05:57:00.003+08:00

Ok I won't be updating in about 3days..
Will be back on Sunday..
Yay..Vacation!!!!!

Alright..I'm ready for take off..

Here is my most favourite song of all time..I would always listen to this song before I sleep when I was young..I would always cry listening to it..

Selena - Dreaming of you

Have you ever Love Somebody??

2008-06-25T17:35:00.006+08:00

Let's watch and enjoy this music video..

Very beautiful isn't it..
Brandy - 'Have you ever Love somebody'.
Credits to the one who made this video

Here is another song that I totally like..Let me rephrase that again.Here my super duper favourite song..I'll add another one next time.I remembered spazzing bout this song with a close friend. We were so crazy in love with this song.And that was like 13yrs ago??
It brought many sweet memories.

Lea Salonga and Brad Kane - 'We could be in Love'

Made up my mind..

2008-06-20T21:33:00.005+08:00

Today is Friday...And I already made up my mind..I am going to Singapore on the 26th of this month *duh. And will be coming back on the 29th. It will be a 3days trip..I can't wait..This is wait I have been waiting for..I am going to buy DBSK's posters and ofcourse Jae's poster as well..Wuhuuu... I need to buy their album there..

What did I do on Wedensday 18/6/08??Oh yes..Fetch up my sister from work and then I realize that I had a movie date with Nanie so i gave her a message..And then she said she cannot make it..She has to complete her marksheet and hand it in by that day..So I end up doing nothing at home..Not that going online is nothing..Ah well..I message Nanie again telling that there was an 8.40 show in the evening..If she changes her mind that is..

I nearly forgot bout the belly dancing class, I saw the schedule at it was at 5.30pm when I look at the time it was like 10mins before 5.30..I called the gym if the class was on..I rush to Gadong and I was about 15mins late..Belly Dancing was hard..I couldn't catch up..Seriously I couldn't follow..That was new..hmmm..I am a fast learner, I do hip hop,cha cha,some defense moves. But I guess belly dancing was not my area..I need to do it again on Sunday..

And so I was still in the gym when Nanie msg me again that she wanted to see movie (YAY) luckily i went and check my phone which was in the locker.Took a quick shower and ask Nan to fetch me up at Mall, we decide to watch Kung Fu Panda at Qlap Mall..ok that was because I made a mistake telling her that the 8.40pm show was at Mall Cine.She arrived at 8pm had a small bite at Jollibee b4 movie.

After the movie I saw Alia(ChungAe) and Aimi(Aijae) they too were watching the movie..And guess who they brought with them??JAE DOLL!!!Remember the one I lost!! I want that DOLL.Ok enough..and so we had a late night gathering after that.Just Alia and Aimi and ofcourse me..

I had a busy day didn't I...

Yesterday...Thursday 19/6/08
Not much..Woke up late..Nanie came around12noon, she wanted to eat lunch, I haven't shower yet when she came(yes I know..I know... How stale I was..).Anyway after surfing around i finally went for shower, we went out for lunch at Ahan Thai Gadong, walk all the way to Mall, sightseeing at Mall nothing to buy except for ice cream I had the wild berries Nanie went for the ChocoNut(I think thats the name).After that went back to the car and went home.

I was feeling down last night, my friends got accepted to UBD..And I didn't apply for UBD.I applied to study overseas..I hope I will get it this year.If not then I will apply for UBD next year..I feel happy for my friends but at the same time I feel sad for myself.Ya well, it doesn't stop me from trying..Wish me luck everybody..

Anyweizzz...
Movie Review>>KungFu Panda was hilarious..I can't stop laughing..It started out with a fight between a Panda and some villains and then pops out other heroes known as Furious Five who all bowed to him saying that he was the 'Shifu'.But then it turns out to be a dream..This Panda's name is Po,and he likes KungFu.The weird thing is Po has a father but his father is a Duck.. Seriously it is sooo funny..
But it also has it's sad side..When nobody believe that he was the Dragon warrior and when Shifu didn't want to teach him..
I think I shouldn't give any spoilers..So People go and watch it, you won't regret it..

I had a very lazy day today..Didn't go to gym at all..I was that lazy..And now I am updating my blog...And oh btw the new DBSK's single preview has came out YaY..I am falling in love with Jae more and more each day...
Here's the 13sec preview..

Crave

2008-06-17T21:01:00.002+08:00

See this T-shirt here??I want this T-shirt sooo bad...I was so disappointed when yesasia doesn't have it anymore..Totally disappointed.I look in Ebay, but nothing..
I am always late aren't I..Aish..I have this tendencies to be late in everything..Why 0h Why!!!

All I did today was surf and surf and surf..That includes watching videos, reading fanfics, looking through pictures and so on..Oh I did went out but that was just fetching up my sister from..hehehe..
And I still haven't decide on whether to go Singapore or not..The fare is tooo...expensive.

I think I will just dream bout this T-shirt.Can't have it in real life might as well own it in my dream...

Thinking and Thinking...

2008-06-17T08:36:00.002+08:00

Its the SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!!!! And I have been thinking to go to Singapore..Yes I know again..Well what can I do that is my favourite place..Anyway..The fare is too expensive for me.I need to pay my car insurance plus I need to change the car's tyre..Oh what can I do???

But I desperately want to go..But I need to pay the insurance..I want DBSK's merchandise...wahahahaha(ok I am being random)Anyway, I have about one week to make up my mind.And I am now browsing the airlines site for any cheapest fare..*hopes for a miracle

Now I am lazying around doing nothing..ok except for watching DBSK's fancam on their Super Triple Concert..They are amazing..But they haven't had any rest, they have been going to places from Shanghai then Thailand then Korea then Beijing and now back to Korea...Aish where do they get their energy??From the fans??I hope that SME is going to give them some break..Poor boys..

This is one of my favourite song from them..Sang by them in their FITB 2nd Live Tour 2007 in Japan. Beautiful..
P/s this is where Yoochun cried followed by Junsu.I brokedown too..

My love for you...

2008-06-15T20:05:00.005+08:00

I attended the first gathering for DBSK today..It was fun..But I am sad..I didn't get that Jaejong's toy..I wanted it. Arghhhh i should have ask what was the highest bid and bid higher than that..
I want it soooo much so that I could cuddle it up to sleep.Wahahahaha..
I should have just bid it to a $100 then no one can bid after that.I want it....I want it..It was the cutest thing ever..I <3> JAEJOONG

My LOVE is for YOU

Tell me who wouldn't love this??

And with this 'HAWT' body... *faints*

But i do feel a bit conscious,well who wouldn' t be if you are like the oldest in the room. I was like an Ahjumma with her little ones hahahaha...I have to make a mental note to myself that I was 18yrs old..Eh FYI it didn't work at all. I still am old. Oh well looking at these vibrant and young girls, dancing, singing doesn't make me younger ofcourse but it made me happy.. I had fun as well as left out but yeah making up my mind here I had fun..
But so sorry for if I wasn't really socializing with you guys..I am so so sorry..I am not an anti-social just a little shy.

I'll post up the piccies of gathering later.. OK That's it for now.

Ja mata..

Superstitious

2008-06-13T23:16:00.003+08:00

You have wonderful ideas inside of you, so go deep and grab one of them today! The more far-fetched, the better -- people have been waiting for you to bust out with something unexpected (like you used to do all the time!). Get back together with your old self and integrate them back into your present life more. Just because you grow past a certain phase of life doesn't mean you should leave everything about it behind you. Take the healthy, positive stuff and bring it back into who you are, now.

Went out with my family in the morning..Then I had to continue my unfinished work..And in the afternoon Nanie called me, she wants me to accompany her buy some chicken meat..we end up eating sushi..hehehe..Then something happened but I cannot reveal it here..it's a too super sensitive matter..

Then I went out with Boon in the evening to Mall. She wanted to buy a shoe for her to wear to her friend's wedding on Saturday..We went to Charles&Keith and she bought a nice white shoe.
Then we went up to the food court, I was really thirsty and she bought crepes which is her favourite..She alwyas buys that..On our way up we met Izan, he used to work at Fitness Zone at the front desk.
We 'lepak' at the seat near the cinema's stair infront of the cafe..And stayed there for almost an hour..Went out of Mall at around 10+pm..
I asked to wait in my car while she waited her dad to pick her up, and so she said something bout 13th and friday..And then I realized that today was Friday the 13th..

It's just a superstitious nothing to worry about..If you worry much it means that u believe in it and when u believe then that is when something will really happen.So don't be too superstitious but do take extra precaution while u r on the road or doing things..I wonder what happen to people who actually worry much bout superstition?

Oh I can't wait for the 1st DBSK Gathering this Sunday..I need to ask Stephanie(my Japanes classmate) for the details tomorrow.I wonder if she is back yet.

Memory Lane

2008-06-12T17:44:00.003+08:00

I made this last year.This is one of my first ever longest creation.Well I only made two. I'll post the first work maybe tomorrow. Enjoy watching. Or should I say Please stay awake while watching this. hehehe..

I will share the behind scenes in making this on the next post. -_-

Silly horoscope

2008-06-11T22:22:00.005+08:00

Horoscope of the day>>>Even if you're dying for some peace and quiet, today's activities will be so tantalizing to you that you'll be convinced you should come out and play! In terms of your love life, you have to stop ignoring the fact that something is starting to develop between you and someone else -- sure, this might be complicating things, but what is the harm in flirting with them a bit more? If you like them, show them! You don't have to take it any farther if you're not comfortable.

I just saw this in my friendster message.Feel free to try.

Emotion test

Don’t look at the bottom before you do the thing or it won’t work!
This is scary but pretty accurate.
1. Which color is better red, black,
green, blue, or yellow?
> = red
2. What’s your first initial?
> = V
3. What month is your birthday?
> = January
4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
> = White
5. Name one of your friends.
> = chaye
6. Your favorite number?
> = 8
> 7. Do you like flying or driving more?
> = flying
8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
> = lake
9. Think of a wish, but don’t write it
> –Answers–
1. If you chose:
> *Red: You are alert and your life is full of love.
> Black: You are conservative and aggressive.
>Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
> *Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love and give good advice to those who are down.
> Yellow - you are a very happy person..
2. If you’re initial is:
> *A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
> L-R: You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
> S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.
3. If you were born in:
> Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
> April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will last forever.
> July-Sept: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
> *Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great,and eventually you will find your soulmate.
4. If you chose:
> Black: Your life will take you on a different direction, it will seem hard at times but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
> *White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
5. This person is most important to you
6. If it is:
> *1-50 you are a very lovable person and you have a great life.
>more then 50 is nothing
7. If you chose:
> *Flying - You like adventure.
> Driving - You are a laid back person.
8. If you chose:
> *Lake - You are loyal to your friends, your lover, and yourself. You are very reserved and not emotional.
>Ocean - You are spontaneous and like to please people sometimes.
9. This wish will come true only if you repost this with the title:
> Emotion Test, don't cheat!!

Crying..

2008-06-11T00:45:00.003+08:00

Want to post this.I love him btw..

Mistake in anger...

2008-06-10T12:19:00.006+08:00

I just realize that I made many typos in my Worse and Worst post. Ok that was made out of anger and frustration and evrything that is in line with it..
Ok now I am embarassed.

Well it is now 12.25 noon. Last night after my Japanese class, I went out with my gym friends. It was to celebrate? ok more to a farewell party for our gym instructor. He is going back to his home country. I am going to miss his class especially Dance Fusion oh not forgetting Step and Hi Lo...Ahhh what the heck I am going to miss all his classes. I am his no.1 follower.wahaha..Aish as I am coming back after my 1month break, he has to go. Life is full of surprises.

I'll post some piccies later.I came a bit late last night.My class ended late as it was my last class before the exam.Oh exam..I ~~hate~~ love exams..
Well anyway..I think he cried or maybe not.Maybe it was the lighting and he was just wiping his face.

Well here's something for u Jeffrey.. Thank you for all your hard work, you have been a great instructor and I love your classes.It is sad to say goodbye I wish I don't have too but may the future ahead of you is brighter than today. Thanks Jeffrey and good luck.

No colours

2008-06-06T20:06:00.005+08:00

I don't feel like writing long post today.As one I'm not feeling well.And yeah just too lazy.

I want to put some pictures, random piccies. lalalalalala~~~~

Worse and Worst...

2008-05-15T23:38:00.003+08:00

Things aren't going my way, I can see that.

Last night when I was about to switch on my night lamp there was a sudden boom, well i came from my my lamp of course. So I took out the bulb and exchange it with a new one. What I didn't realise was my laptop is also shut down. And so I tried to switch on everything. So poor poor me..Every socket in my room doesn't work.

And earlier last night, I wanted to download dbsk's vid, but it there was error.How frustrated was I.

And so I went and got ready for my Nihongo class. As I was on my way, the typhoon or strong and not to mention a very heavy rain (just a minor one) has just happen to come.

But this was considered ok rather than my food poisoning incident. I can still feel the pain. And now, I was trying to close one window when I don't know what happen it just closes all the windows.In which one of it was me trying to upload a video that I have waited ages to finish..

Oh I forgot to mention that my download manager only doesn't download avi files but other than avi, it goes perfectly well. BUT WHAT AM I GOING to DL when MOSTLY ALL videos are in avi. ARGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I need something to cheer me up..

Gahhhhh...I better go to sleep maybe..

Happy Mother's Day!!

2008-05-12T00:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Mother's Day...

I love you Mom.You are the greatest...

I just saw this sad movie..It was a sad love story..And now I can't stop crying..Aish..Ah well we do need a good cry once in a while don't we.
I'll share it next time..

Fallen leaves

2008-05-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

Last Sunday was a bit shocking to me..My father's bestfriend just died. *taking a moment
He had a bit of a health problem, he just got of the hospital a week ago. My father last saw him a week ago in the hospital. It's is surprised it really is. When I saw my father came back from the burial I couldn't help but shed a tear (not in front of him ofcourse).
And now I have been thinking bout my old friends..my bestfriends. It a rare oppurtunity for us to meet nowadays, everyone is busy with their own things. But I just want to say that the are precious to me. I really cherished the moments we spend together.Now I am going emotional..I'll post a video I made last year nest time. Dedicated to my old friends, my bestfriends.

Now please take a moment to say the prayers for my father's friend.
Al-Fatihah..

ALIVE!!

2008-04-24T22:34:00.003+08:00

I am sick....I had a very bad stomach ache.

It felt that my stomach was being crush and twisted.

I was food poison + gastric. How wonderful it is..

But still I have the urge to write this down on my blog.

Alright GET WELL SOON to ME..

The steps of love..

2008-04-18T21:33:00.009+08:00

A Touching Love Story from China

An incredible love story has come out of China recently and managed to touch the world. It is a story of a man and an older woman who ran off to live and love each other in peace for over half a century.

Over 50 years ago, Liu, a 19 year-old boy, fell in love with a 29 year-old widowed mother named Xu. At that time, it was unacceptable and immoral for a young man to love an older woman. To avoid the market gossip, the couple decided to elope and lived in a cave in Jiangjin County in Southern ChongQing area. In the beginning, they had nothing, no electricity or even food. They had to eat grass and roots they found in the mountain, and Liu made a kerosene lamp that they used to light up their lives. In the second year of living in the mountain, Liu began and continued for over 50 years, to hand-carve the steps so that his wife could get down the mountain easily. Half a century later in 2001, a group of adventurers were exploring the forest and were surprised to find the elderly couple and the over 6,000 hand-carved steps. The couple had lived in peace for over 50 years until last week. Liu, now 72 years, returned from his daily farm work and collapsed. Xu sat and prayed with her husband As he passed away in her arms. So in love with Xu, was Liu, that no one was able to release the grip he had on his wife's hand even after he had passed away. In 2006, their story had became one of the top 10 love stories from China, collected by the Chinese Women Weekly. The local government has decided to preserve the love ladder and the place they lived as a museum, so this love story can live forever.

I have to suppress my tears from falling down.Cause I'm in a public place right now.So I don't think i want to make a scene here.Right, this an email I receive from my friend. It makes me wonder on life with this story..I'll share my thoughts some other time if not I will for surely cry.Oh no I'm getting teary now.Have to go.

Just wanted to share this today.

Closet

2008-04-06T00:26:00.005+08:00

I just read a blog...It really touches me of what the person wrote. He just came out of the closet. It maybe took him so much courage to do that. Well I find it very brave. And really it touches me.
He mention the hardship he went through, well in a way he was saying that he was in denial.And how he came to admit it.And after that he found his other half.They had a hard time telling it to their families, but their families has accepted them. I feel happy for them. And I feel happy they found each other. I pray for your happiness. And I also pray for all the people in this world.

Quote "If you ever find the one you love, never let them go"

See you soon.

Rainbow and Sunshine

2008-04-05T22:53:00.005+08:00

There will be a wonderful win-win situation developing today for you and someone you often have to negotiate with. The two of you make a good partnership, but from time to time you do have to bargain your way through things. Luckily, this time what you want is almost identical to what they want! So no one will have to sacrifice anything for the other person, and no one will end up feeling guilty because they're getting their way at someone else's expense.

Just need to assure myself that I am strong. Things in life aren't beautiful ofcourse we know that. What I said in my las t blog penitence will always be a part of our life.

Ganbatte! ganbatte! ganbatte!

Kawaii ne...

Penitence

2008-04-01T12:17:00.003+08:00

What in life do we always overlook. Me myself have no idea..So why am I babbling here about??

Just want to share some bits here.Today sucks as usual. But life has to go on right.

Everyday of our life what things do we regret of doing, not doing, saying things or not saying anything. we always want to find answer in our doing. And after that there is penitence.

It is a part of our life. Do you have penitence?I have. People bullying you and you never have the urge to fight back and regrets after of not defending yourself. Regrets saying things you shouldn't say or telling someone the truth only to break their hearts.

What should we do? A life mystery. You think you have the answer and maybe solve it. But it will still happen in the future. But life without penitence will be very dull.Or people without penitence is not human at all.

Just look on the bright side.There is still room to change.Nobody is perfect afterall.

Sorry if I babble nonsense, you can skip this nonsense.(Whenever was I not babbling)

Off to bed..Oyasuminasai

How Sweet??

2008-03-26T08:19:00.005+08:00

I decided not to go on that trip to Labuan. I change my mind the last minute.

I minded something being by someone...Well I know she meant it as a joke maybe.But for me it kinda harsh.So being the stubborn me I cancelled it. I was really hurt.

Aish whatever..Let me try to forget bout it..

Oh how sweet??Lets just say it's bitter.

Let's see a video...Taken in Dec 2004

Holiday Holiday...

2008-03-24T17:44:00.003+08:00

Libra

March 24, 2008

If you find your companions a bit too stodgy, today is the day to jostle them out of their complacency. You may enjoy experimenting with a bit of naughtiness. For example, how will the people around you react if you transgress certain taboos, such as talking openly about sex? Since you're quite comfortable with the subject, why not have fun stretching the limits of convention?

Friendster's reading

Your generous, caring nature may tempt you to jump into the fray, today. You hope to make peace! But you should try hard to resist this urge -- even if you think resisting will make people think that you are selfish. You can do more good for everyone (including yourself) if you keep away from controversy or conflict right now. It's not stingy to want to keep the energy you have for yourself. In fact, it's a very wise strategy. Especially when only the troublemakers can forge real peace.

Ohayo Gozaimasu..
Minasan, ogenki desu ka? Watashi genki desu..

Oh I'm just practicing my Japanese. It's just minor.. Neways..we are having the 1st term holiday which eventually ends this Sunday oh and it started last Thursday.

So many happened the last few weeks. My laptop isn't here.How I miss my laptop soooooo much. Kore wa watashi no ane no rappu tappu desu (This is my sister's laptop). Which I am borrowing secretly in the morning like now.Hehehe.. I hope my laptop will be ok by today.Argghhhh I miss it soooo much. And oh my girlfriends are going to Labuan and i'm going with them tomorrow.Yahooooo..Its only going to be a 1day trip. But I haven't been there since I was young. which probably about 20+yrs ago...OMG i feel so old. But I haven't told my friends yet that I'll be joining them, I'll tell them later. I had to borrow some money from my sister for this short trip(Why am I telling this). Well anyway..I can't wait to go.YAY YAY YAY *jumps on the chair. I need some fresh air too.

Oh how I need a massage now.And i'm craving for ice cream..Maybe i'll bring out my girlfriend later for icecream. And today my friend's son is having an operation. I haven't heard anything bout it yet.I'll give her text later. Oh my shoulder aches so much....And I'm hungry havent had breakfast yet.

LALALALALALALALALA...Ok going to have breakfast now.I can't go online too long with my sis lappy..So see you soon..Ganbatte kudasai ne!! Ja ne.

What time of the month??

2008-03-03T11:18:00.005+08:00

Aish what time of the month is it??

I am listening to Jaejoong's version of INSA or Fly Away. It really got me teary eye. Not that the whole group's singing didn't got to me, maybe it was Jae's voice. Or Jae's music was more slower? Arghhh overall that song is soooo beautiful.. It was taken from Hyun Bin's movie Millionaire's first love. That movie was a tear jerker. It was in 2006? Can't remember.

Speaking of movies where have the good movies gone to. I can't seem to find any movies that sticks in my heart. Argghh whatever..I just want to ramble for nothing here. Ignore this..

Bye bye

Fly Away Fly Away

2008-02-21T09:09:00.003+08:00

I love that song Insa..And only now that I can get hold of it. Aishh...
~~Fly Away ~~Fly Away
It's from Millionaire's first love.God how I cried heaps watching that movie and the song..I am teary eye now..

Been having a tummy ache since yesterday.And I don't know why. I hurt my hip during my Hi Lo class..hehehehe...Well it's not that serious. And it's better now. My mind is hazy now. I am just typing what I feel like typing. Saying what my hands want to type. Oh my tummy my tummy...

Saturday will be a public holiday.. YAY?? Hmmm..not happy bout it?But then I can't wait. Oh my feelings...blurry, hazy, clouded...

Back for good?

2008-02-09T16:49:00.000+08:00

Someone's two-sided personality is starting to get to you, today. They act one way in front of you, then they act completely different when they're around the office's power clique! Try to give them the benefit of the doubt, and don't assume they are two-faced or fake. Not everyone has the solid sense of self that you do, and this person might just be uncomfortable in their own skin. They're working things out in their own way, at their own pace. But every day they get closer, so be forgiving.

I haven't been neglecting or abandoning my blog. Well I have a lot of things to do.Haven't got any spare time. I hope I could settle down soon.
And here is a start. And hope afterthis I could write more.hehehehe..
And now I'm off to the gym.On a Saturday night.I know how my life is so EXCITING...
Gambatte!!

Going on a short trip again!!!YAY!!

2008-01-09T14:35:00.001+08:00

I am going on a short trip..Going to SINGAPORE again..YAHOOOOOOO!!!!!!
It is only a short one will be back here on the 11th.. And this time I am going to get my hands on that AADBSK2..no matter how much it cost.Wahahahaha..
I am going with my 3friends excluding Nanie, she can't join cause of a health problem.So I am going with Mar, Liza and Lina a.k.a Luch.. I will be going in just a few hours..Oh i really can't wait. Our flight is at 6pm..I am sooo excited..

Ok Singapore here I come..I am going to buy more DBSK's posters and ofcourse Jae's poster too(thats a must)

Wish me luck..Adios Brunei.Will be seeing u in 2days..

Leaving Brunei...

2007-12-13T01:55:00.000+08:00

I'll be leaving Brunei in just a hours...*jumps around
And I hope to meet two friends there Roxxi and Rockie...I had a busy time packing..(Hate packing).Need to organize many things..Very tired..And now couldn't sleep, will have to be at the airport at 6am onwards...My flight is at 8am,arrive there at 10am..

So now I am going to sleep..Have to have lots of energy there..If not going to sulk all week..
Ok I'll be back next week..

My horoscope>>
You have a bit too much on your plate right now. So today, try to just let go of some of it. Part of the stress you are going through (if not all of the stress you are going through) is self-inflicted. So if you can get yourself to see things in a more carefree way, you will start to feel more carefree overall. Your emotions might be clouded up, but that is because you are distracted. Turn away from your personal worries by getting involved in positive, fun things with friends.

1 more day to go...

2007-12-11T21:38:00.000+08:00

Look for promising signs of progress in one of your newer relationships (either romantic or professional) today. You are finally getting some traction. Your charm is all you need to seal the deal, so unleash it without any limits. The time to play conservatively is over. Now you must act, and act boldly. Just like when you go fishing, when you feel that tug on the line, let them nibble a bit before you hook them and reel them in. Let them take the decisive bite.

Wuhuu....I had a wonderful but kinda out of Planned day today..I went out at 6.30am to accompany Nanie to LimVang..(hehehe)So we arrived at around 8.30am or less couldn't exactly remember..And so we went to find the salon and how lucky are we??Yea the shop was close..And it won't be opening till tomorrow.What luck.So we headed back home..and instantly we thought of going to KB..So that's when our crusin' around Brunei starts..After the crusin' later in the afternoon we went to Stadium for exercise..Didn't stay long,coz it was going to rain.

And then went for a drink at La Mee..the internet connection wasn't good,I was frustrated arghh...and so in the end we end up going to WyWy(good ol WyWy).And here is my updated blog. I haven't finish packing up my things..arghhh I hate packing.I end up bringing lots of unnecessary things..But then YAY can't wait to go on that vacation...YAhooo....

Oh btw I want to wish my dearest friend (Mac) HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

Happy Happy...3more days to go...

2007-12-10T01:06:00.002+08:00

Your emotional sensitivity could be running a bit high today, and you could fall into a temporary super-self-conscious phase. So if you are convinced someone keeps staring at you, make sure you're not sitting under a clock! The way other people are thinking and feeling will impact you, but it should not unduly affect how you act. Get some distance from all these emotional influences. Instead, focus on the things that interest you the most. Get back in touch with people later.

Three more days before me off to Singapore for my vacation.. I really can't get enough of Singapore it is like my 2nd home..Me going to shop shop shop..I hope I am going to meet my online friends there..I can't wait...Uniquely Singapore..Katy is going to land there...Watch out..

Emo Emu...=_=

2007-11-29T20:48:00.000+08:00

Horoscope>>

Pull back your focus a little bit, there -- you are only seeing one small aspect of a huge (and growing) situation. What you think is a potentially drastic problem is really nothing to get worked up about. What you may not realize is that other people are involved, and they have been doing a killer job of holding up their end of things. So if you step back and look at the big picture today, it will become immediately apparent that not everything has been resting on your shoulders. You can let go a bit.

This morning we had a mini convocation for our students who had miraculously pass their PSR. It was small but kinda grand occasion. 4 of our students pass with outstanding result. They look on their face was really indescribable.. Well some of them had tears welling up in their eyes. And I was trying very hard not to cry with them. After 7years in Primary school now they are going to step up in life into a much broader path. I envy them..I really do. Not in a bad way but just the little things they have. Their pure and innocent ways. Their simple life, not bothering bout the big things, not worrying bout how to make money or earn money, make a living, pay the rent, getting married and those sort of stuff..

I once had that kind thinking way back when I was young being playful, just wake up the next morning and think on how to make my crush notice me..*sighs dreamily. Well isn't that true..or on what new games can I play with my friends. Just those simple things.. I envy the simple way of living these kids have nowadays.. And now I am an emo Emu.. The rain is not here but my tears are trying to shower my face..Maybe it's coming to the end of the year, an emotional time of the year..maybe that's what I felt right now.

I have been rambling nonsense, wayyyyy out of track. Back to our occasion, the parents were really happy to see their sons and daughters on stage to receive their certificates (school made certificate) and awards. I'll post some pictures on it when I have transfer them into my computer.

Now I am at the gym.There not many people coming here, 1 reason is because its pay day (well actually pay day was the day before yesterday) and it's a Thursday night people are out enjoying themselves.And I couldn't stop thinking bout random things.. And for no sanely reason I cried here while typing this update. Aish..what am I thinking..

I better stop here..And not forgetting I want to wish my friend Happy Birthday!! Sorry I didn't had a chance to take photo with you.. I'll make it up on Saturday ok..

Emo Emu signing off...

2007-11-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

Things that are mended after they are broken would never be the same again. It will be too fragile to hold. Afraid that it would break even with the slightest touch...

It's really true..even relationship and I mean any type of relationship...friendship, lovers. Once they are broken it's really hard to make it the same again as if there are no cracks..Even making the littlest or smallest mistake we are afraid that it couldn't be mend again..

This is just a small thought I have thunk for today..

A scene that I like very much..It was taken in December 2004, a small lake in Stoke-On-Trent.

2...3... Cha Cha Cha

2007-11-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

Not everyone is as picture-perfect as they seem at first glance today -- there are interesting nuances that only someone with a skeptical eye (like you) can see. You might notice some beautiful imperfections in someone new that make you all the more intrigued. People are saying things they don't mean, so if you're getting the cold shoulder, stick around and wait things out. You may be greeted much more warmly under different circumstances, so try again another day.

I learn Cha Cha today..Last week was Waltz..Which of the two was fun??Both was challenging for a new beginner like me.
I learn many new things this year.. so fun fun..Next year aiming for something new..

Now I am at the restaurant, I came here right after gym...Didn't want to eat, but I was hungry.
This morning we had a Teacher's Day celebration.It was ok ok la..My number was pick for the lucky draw.And I got food, well better than one of my friend, she got a box of tissue.hehehe...

Aish now my laptop battery is running low. Tommorrow I am going to wake up early.got work, and then in the afternoon I am going to see a musical concert. Which I think will boost my interest in learning Piano..

2...3...Cha Cha Cha

Gambatte!!

Being bored and relaxing around

2007-11-21T11:23:00.001+08:00

My horoscope>>

It's not universally true that opposites attract, but you've been noticing some hot magnetic energy between two very different (and very single) people in your life. You are in a position to put them in the same room together. Are you up for the matchmaking task? Think about what it's like on the other end of things and subtly dig for some clues about how interested these two parties may be. Follow your gut, and if you're ready to connect these hot dots, do it!

Right who should I match make??I haven't notice any hot magnetic energy between two very different people in my life??? Hmmm?? Ah well..I havent posted up anything for a while now. Too many work?? Yea right..Havent been going to the gym very often. What do I always do lately?? Basically off from work goes online check and read fanfics finding bout DBSK...then goes out to the cafe and goes online there spending around 3hours..doing what?? reading fanfics..watch videos on youtube of DBSK..organizing facebook..which I havent master anything yet. Bleh...(oh BTW I think the people in the restaurant are fed up to see us, everyday.We pay for food!! It's not like we didn't order anything.)

Aish...My life hasn't been more happier each day. I can't wait for the holiday.I want to go on a vacation..Been longing for it. Arrghhh....

I am so bored...Just feel like to write nonsense today. Ok now I have a little gift...

Mary had a little lamb (baaaa...)

little lamb (baaaa...)

little lamb(baaaa...)

Mary had a little lamb (baaaa...)

I am so so so sorry to any friend if I have in any way offended her with this song. I LOVE YOU...

These boys are very very HOT everyone please remain on their seats and please wipe of your drools..

Changes...

2007-11-17T15:00:00.003+08:00

Hormones changing..

Hate this time of the month where u get emotional all of a sudden.

But just gonna have to get through this..

Just wanted to post some random pics

Isn't he cute???

Me and my friends at another friend's house

At the gym...

Don't remember when this was taken.

A perfect ending for October...

2007-10-31T21:56:00.000+08:00

Wishes came true

I have no more things to say...This picture says it all. Couldn't describe my happiness. Just that this is the perfect ending for October and the month of my birthday.. Thanks Chun and comeback soon.

Beautiful Wednesday??

2007-10-31T15:20:00.000+08:00

Horoscope...

There is a huge risk of overreaction today -- either on your part, or on the part of the people you are talking to. You can't anticipate how other people will react, so do not try to censor yourself in anticipation of a blowout. You will only end up confusing yourself and diluting your message. It's a much better strategy to carry on as you normally would, and deal with any emotional outbursts as they come. Roll with the punches and you might even have fun coming up with a solution.

What huge risk overreaction??Having a headache now...Surfing online reading fanfics..Gonna renew my FZ membership today.I'll do it later..

Oh I was just thinking..More to I have thought about this before.That I should write down my dreams.Dreams as in when u r sleeping. Ok i had a dream this morning, I've had this kind of dream before. Well it was where I am pregnant. I can feel my stomach and it was hard. But no husband appeared..I dreamed of being pregnant like three times already..But the 1st two was long ago. But all i remembered was i was happily pregnant but i don't seem to know if a husband exists.Aisshh..Well i dont knw what it meant. But i hope it is something good.

Hmmm...it's now 3.30pm.I'm still reading fanfics and watching video on youtubes.I'm obsessed with Jaeho now.I am always obsessed with everything.hehehe...
Okays..got to stop now.Need to read fanfics..
Oh What a beautiful Wednesday... Huh I wish..
(I wish..I wish..I wish..)

Chances flew away....

2007-10-28T12:31:00.000+08:00

I know this day hasn't ended yet, but i need to write this up before i get lazy...hehehehe...
Ok woke really eary today, I have to fetch my dad from the airport.He went to Japan how lucky of him...I haven't got the chance to there yet.Well anyway just the same routine, waited at the restaurant before my dad arive.When the plane landed, we got down the arrival hall.

It was boring to wait.But then like 15mins waiting I saw a guy walk out, with a cap and sunglasses. I was speechless, I just murmured Wu.....Ch..Ch..Chun.
How happy and excited was I to see him.I was pretty excited.I took out my camera from my bag(note: please don't leave home without your camera.)I didn't know what to do?Come up to him and take photo?(I should) But I didn't ever got to do it.How stupid.
I lost many chances..And there I was walking aimlessly whether or not to take photo with him.What was I thinking??(Actually I was thinking I am not well dress, I look horrible.bla bla bla).

And all this while I was talking about 2nd chances being given to us and fate brought together, up to us to choose.And I didn't even listen to what I say.Argghhh...I was given many chances.Many many chances.But I spoilt it all. If i ever get then chance again and I blew it, I better kill myself.Argghhh!!!! Tomorrow is another chance...I must I really must walk up to him and say "Chun..take photo with me".No more reason what so ever.Just walk up to him.Ok! challenge myself. Ok Frens support me.Love u guys a lot.

Miss my friends so much..I miss all of them. Wish things were back to normal. I wish..I wish..I wish..

Important Note to myself...Please be prepared,always look ur best when going out.U never know who u r going to meet.Always bring ur camera n charge ur handphone.Please remember this!!

Sunday's event...

2007-10-24T23:07:00.001+08:00

My Sunday was ok.. had to wake up early, need to send my colleagues and students to Singapore for a 5days twinning program. Will be coming back on Friday the 26th. Reached the airport nearly 9am.Aish.. There were many ppl, had a hard time to find a parking space.

There were so many ppl. I planned to stay just for a while coz I have to be back home before 11.30am but then I end up staying there till they got inside.

Had to rush home as I had to meet my frens at 11.30 SHARP! It was already 10.15 when I left the airport. Reach home 15mins later. Took a quick shower and dressed really quick. I arrived at my fren's house at 11.25am.Well we end leaving her house around noon.*sighs* It wasnt sharp after all.

We went to alot of houses that day. There was this one house my fren's colleague, she have a very cute baby boy. He was so cute..He is only 3-4months. Arghhh I love that baby. Everybody love that baby was so cute not to be loved.

We had fun, but felt tired and so unenergetic. Arggh the next day is a Monday good ol' Monday, 'favourite' day of the week. Luckily I have something to look forward to which is the launch of latest Bady Balance at Fitness Zone (FZ). I'll tell all about Monday on the next post.Something hilarious had happened.

This is the baby that I was talking about.He is cute right..Oh btw this is my fren..Credits to her in appearing.

Back to work...

2007-10-21T00:30:00.001+08:00

Back to work...After a 10days off from work my brain is still not switch on yet. It will take days for this.
What else happen today? Let me check..Basically nothing special, just that I wanted to go home early and sleep.But then when I reach home my eyes were wide, and no sign of wanting to go to sleep.
Oh yes my fren Liza msg me and wanted to go out coz she was bored to death. But no one was available and she said that she will just sit and rot in her house with the spiders and grow white hairs.
Hahahahaha....So being as I am, I said if I come back early then we can go hang out at Mar's.(note: this is not a planet, it is my fren called Mar).

Well in the end we didn't hang out, coz still no one is available. And it was raining heavily. And I end up sleeping early. Coz on Sunday we go 'beraya' again.

Mixed up...

2007-10-19T13:06:00.000+08:00

Mixed up? Messed up? Hmmmm....
Well I have this slight mixed up and messed feelings lately.And emo too..I dunno y..Maybe because my hormonal changes?(lame excuse)
But many things happen to my friends and surroundings. And this brought me to the thinking mode. Think! Think! Think!Rationally, Unrationally.
Do stupid things when u r not thinking straight.Make wrong decisions when u r not thinking straight. How to do things right?How to make things better? Which side r u on when friends fight? What will u do if if u r stuck with a yes and a no? Sacrifice life for love? To love or be loved?(Tiara's line. Borrow 4 a while ah.thnx).Smile when u r sad?Cry when u r happy?
Things get complicated when u think too much?But then if u don't will it go away?'Go with the flow' but actually what is go with the flow.Which flow r we going?

Wish that things are easier done than said. And not the way around. Ok my friends...keep on fighting!!! Gambatte!! Jia You!!

Week to remember...

2007-10-18T00:28:00.001+08:00

A week to remember.A lot happen in the past weeks. Went shopping to Miri on the 5th not the ultimate shopping spree la...Just did a shop shop..I had lots and loads of fun. We had view of a 'beautiful river' (Mar, my friend telling us) on the way to pick Zura my other friend. That was hilarious... I am so sorry my friend, no hard feelings kay...But it was hilarous, even her sister joked about it.

Did my facial on the 10th, my manicure in the 11th, and a bit of cleaning and preparing the house on the 12th.Our 1st day of Syawal on the 13th. Many relatives came. It was nice a bit tiring thou.I had to train my niece to serve guest.In the evening I went to my friends house to eat Laksa...YUMMY....Had a fabulous time. 2nd day was just ok.Not many ppl came, but my parents and I went to my aunt's house just next door. In the evening, my friend brings me n Nan to her friend open house.Had a great time there.

Oh yea forgot bout that little rescuing thing on the 10th..It was at the beginning maybe a bit stressful?But in the end it turns out to be fun.We get to see cute guys.hehehe...So cute, that I tried not to laugh when he kinda made corny jokes. What a night to remember...Won't ever forget it.

I am more and more in LOVE with DBSK..Dong Bang Shin Ki, Tohoshinki..These boys are soooo talented.Why oh Why didn'y I ever notice them before..I thought they were just looks no talents *smacks head. They are really drawing me in..I love their song Balloon and the mv is just soooo cute..And they are adorable..I have been my spending my time watching them.But I don't have anyone to spazz them with.I am only doing all my fangirling to myself..So sad..But I am going to share this with you guys..Enjoy!!

Turning back the time

2007-10-07T12:22:00.000+08:00

Ever regret of doing things?
Ever think that you wish time could be turned back ? The 'if's'. If i didn't met him, and the If this if that.I spend time thinking about this.
Lets say that it can be undone,we go back in time and changes everything. Would it be for the best or for the worst? Will we be what we are today?Are we going to be more happy?

Everybody says People are human beings always make mistakes.. Some even say we r given 2nd chance. How true is it?Only ourself will know. Its not the the "groundhog day" type of chances where we relive the same day over and over again but in a similar but different type of situation and its up to us to make the right choices.

Its like taking route A and route B where route A is the longest way and Route B is the shortest way. If u have taken Route A before would u take the same route again when u know its a long and winding road?

But then People say 'Things happen for a reason'. Lets just hope it is for a good reason.

These are some things that I wanted out of my chest.Just sharing my thoughts to everyone.

A new start??

2007-10-03T14:02:00.001+08:00

Dedicated for my *ahem* birthday, I wanted to start a blog.I may not update it regularly but I'll try my best.

Things i want to do/ goals i want to achieve:
1. Lose weight(this has been here ages)
2. Learn more languages (espc Japanese)
3. Learning self defence (does body combat counts)
4. Upgrade my brain from 30GB to 80GB (hehehe..)
5. Learn how to play the piano.
6. Wants to buy a certain 'orgasmic rocking chair' for my room.
7. Earn more money to do all the stuffs I mentioned above. (No money no talk man!!)
(P/S: To a certain fren no I won't sell banana fritters :P)

Ok for my 1st blog.Gosh I don't know where to start.One thing for sure was that I feel extra extra happy today. A lot of my friends remembered my birthday.YAY!!
But I was wondering whats with me n purple. I wore purple to work and when I when out with my friends in the evening I also wore purple. I didn't notice it at first. I guess purple was my lucky colour.

In the afternoon I did a movie with my movie maker not a movie movie but a movie clip. Of which I think was crap. Oh well its not like I was making a box office movie.heheh..
I also chatted with Tiara, she made me high on dose.So sorry Tiara, u know u made me more n more extra happy.Can't wait for your present..

I also got a news that my friend just gave birth to a healthy baby boy. Made me more extra happy knowing that. Coz its on my birthday!!

I went out with my friends, I arrived late coz I woke up late from my afternoon nap.hehehe..We had the breaking fast, altho I had mine in the car on the way to meet them.

We did some(was it some more like alot) photoshoot in the restaurant we make it like we own the place. But then again we always make a scene everywhere we go. The photos will be considered by me to make another movie clip.I am so addicted to it.
The we went shopping. I wasn't but my friends did.

Went to the new cafe. I saw someone I like...another extra happy.. And my friends sang me a birthday song with two slices of cakes (of which was their own cake to be eatan), I was so surprised. I went out to the washroom and came back to the table with a surprise waiting for me. I love you guys...Thanks a million.Will remember and cherish it alwez.

Ok as a summary...I am super duper extravanganzaly (is there such word?) happy.

Things I have done/goals achieved so far..
1. Learnt Mandarin
2. Lost a few kilos
3. Cut my hair, changes my looks completely. I look like a 'de rag'...(To all the 'de rag' take it as a compliment)
4. Started a blog (been wanting to do it since don't know when)

Hokkay..Thousand apologies for my 1st rambling on & on blog. I hope i will and can update regularly.