far from random

I think I have said this before but I just have to say it again. I love the sound of piano. I gives me the serene feeling. I learned it before. And I want to learn playing it again.
I feel down today. Well for the past few months a lot has happened. Truly 2012 will be memorable. I sat for my O level exam Re-sat for it actually. The result wasn't what I expected but I did great.
Random thoughts are running in my head. Life isn't a fairy-tale no siree. If it is, then that isn't what you call life.
let me get my frustration out. Arggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............

My bestfriend is getting married today!!!

Happy Fday Girlsss..
Love you lots and lots..

Love you

I lost my grandmother early this year. She died in her sleep. I was at work when my sister informed me. I couldn't hold back my tears and just let it flow. She may not be in this world anymore but memories of her will always be with me. Love you always

Special

Does life always goes on with complaints for other people? Can we live without it? Have we ever felt what the person that we complaints feels? Can't we just see on the brighter side of things. Sometimes I too can't help but take the negative side of things. But I sometimes reason with people on taking the positive side. We know that each and everyone of us are totally different even identical twins isn't identical in the behaviour. We have our own special traits and abilities.

Let's not burden people with unnecessary problem. If they are working under you, talk to them professionally. If they are your friends have a chat to understand them better. If they are strangers don't judge them based on what you see. I know its more easy talking than doing, but if we apply this everyday , eventually we will get use to it. Take the positive side of things look on the bright side.

Let's keep on moving.

Indefinite

I decided to deactivate my Facebook accounts last week,its an indefinite deactivation. I am sorry to have caused some inconveniences due to my decision. Running away is not a choice I know that but I have to do what I know is right. I am very tired at trying hard and working hard.

Jia you to me...

Pang..

Intuition.. How far do you believe at it or how true is it. I believe in my intuitions, it usually is correct. But it's either we choose to ignore it or just go with it. And now there is this pang in my heart that won't go away. I feel like wanting to cry but I am too stubborn to do it. Maybe I need a heart wrenching movie to make me cry. Once I cry my tears will just flow like river. I have mixed emotions right now. What can I do? Where do I turn to? Who can I confide in? Who can I trust? What should I do?

I always bottled up my feelings. I am not confident enough, sometimes I feel that my problems aren't big and just some trivial matters that aren't important to let out. I feel that it will only be a burden to others. Other people have their own matters and problem to think about. But I don't mind if my friends confide in me. What I need right now is a hug and someone to tell that everything is going to be alright. *hugs