Thursday, April 24, 2008


I am sick....I had a very bad stomach ache.

It felt that my stomach was being crush and twisted.

I was food poison + gastric. How wonderful it is..

But still I have the urge to write this down on my blog.

Alright GET WELL SOON to ME..

Friday, April 18, 2008

The steps of love..

A Touching Love Story from China

An incredible love story has come out of China recently and managed to touch the world. It is a story of a man and an older woman who ran off to live and love each other in peace for over half a century.

Over 50 years ago, Liu, a 19 year-old boy, fell in love with a 29 year-old widowed mother named Xu. At that time, it was unacceptable and immoral for a young man to love an older woman. To avoid the market gossip, the couple decided to elope and lived in a cave in Jiangjin County in Southern ChongQing area. In the beginning, they had nothing, no electricity or even food. They had to eat grass and roots they found in the mountain, and Liu made a kerosene lamp that they used to light up their lives. In the second year of living in the mountain, Liu began and continued for over 50 years, to hand-carve the steps so that his wife could get down the mountain easily. Half a century later in 2001, a group of adventurers were exploring the forest and were surprised to find the elderly couple and the over 6,000 hand-carved steps. The couple had lived in peace for over 50 years until last week. Liu, now 72 years, returned from his daily farm work and collapsed. Xu sat and prayed with her husband As he passed away in her arms. So in love with Xu, was Liu, that no one was able to release the grip he had on his wife's hand even after he had passed away. In 2006, their story had became one of the top 10 love stories from China, collected by the Chinese Women Weekly. The local government has decided to preserve the love ladder and the place they lived as a museum, so this love story can live forever.

I have to suppress my tears from falling down.Cause I'm in a public place right now.So I don't think i want to make a scene here.Right, this an email I receive from my friend. It makes me wonder on life with this story..I'll share my thoughts some other time if not I will for surely cry.Oh no I'm getting teary now.Have to go.

Just wanted to share this today.

Sunday, April 6, 2008


I just read a blog...It really touches me of what the person wrote. He just came out of the closet. It maybe took him so much courage to do that. Well I find it very brave. And really it touches me.
He mention the hardship he went through, well in a way he was saying that he was in denial.And how he came to admit it.And after that he found his other half.They had a hard time telling it to their families, but their families has accepted them. I feel happy for them. And I feel happy they found each other. I pray for your happiness. And I also pray for all the people in this world.

Quote "If you ever find the one you love, never let them go"

See you soon.

Saturday, April 5, 2008

Rainbow and Sunshine

There will be a wonderful win-win situation developing today for you and someone you often have to negotiate with. The two of you make a good partnership, but from time to time you do have to bargain your way through things. Luckily, this time what you want is almost identical to what they want! So no one will have to sacrifice anything for the other person, and no one will end up feeling guilty because they're getting their way at someone else's expense.

Just need to assure myself that I am strong. Things in life aren't beautiful ofcourse we know that. What I said in my las t blog penitence will always be a part of our life.
Ganbatte! ganbatte! ganbatte!
Kawaii ne...

Tuesday, April 1, 2008


What in life do we always overlook. Me myself have no idea..So why am I babbling here about??

Just want to share some bits here.Today sucks as usual. But life has to go on right.

Everyday of our life what things do we regret of doing, not doing, saying things or not saying anything. we always want to find answer in our doing. And after that there is penitence.

It is a part of our life. Do you have penitence?I have. People bullying you and you never have the urge to fight back and regrets after of not defending yourself. Regrets saying things you shouldn't say or telling someone the truth only to break their hearts.

What should we do? A life mystery. You think you have the answer and maybe solve it. But it will still happen in the future. But life without penitence will be very dull.Or people without penitence is not human at all.

Just look on the bright side.There is still room to change.Nobody is perfect afterall.

Sorry if I babble nonsense, you can skip this nonsense.(Whenever was I not babbling)

Off to bed..Oyasuminasai